Thoughts from my Heart

Sometimes i wonder about myself
where i want to be
what's the aim of life
did i lost it somewhere

did i know what i want
or did i lost it

more i thought the more confusion comes
life become more hopeless

when i look to friends
it give me plenty of hope
life is beautiful
life is wonderful

time goes on
memories vanish
i get back from work
have dinner and went to sleep

i see in dreams life with friends
life is good life is great
with out friends life seems hell

Value Your Words Always like Pearl

Words are like bullets. Once they are out of your mouth, they are not going to return. Neither are they going to heel the wound they will cause. there is no cure for bad words. that's why people say "Apriya satya ma bada". Means never tell the truth if it is unpleasant. I have learnt that the bad way. people make mistakes and they try to rectify them. but it is very difficult to recover from the damage the bad words can cause. When you are away from your own country and own people you will you try to value the old system and their beliefs. When you talke a look at the life , they you want to analyse the good and bad moments you had. I got some good friends due to the words and make some of them enemy due to the words. So always value your words. they are always an integral part to make your life happier.

Freindship is charm of life

Friendship is like oxygen for life is righlty said by some great person. This phrase has great meaning for me. From my childhood, i was blessed with some good friends around me. As a child, i was too much busy in my studies fiunding very less time for family. So most time, i spent is with my friends. they all have become a part of me. When i was in school, i started friendship with a guy called Shibani, my best frind till today. we till now shared everything and we are still in touch. they when i joined college, i had another great frind circle. Gunjan,Abhi,Ansu,Deba, Biru,Gouri,Jatti,Ranjan,Dilip etc. We are still in touch. But i had a very bad habit. I had a bad mouth. Till day i never thought about this. I always used to behave with them badly and i have never spared anybody. These people have supported in every difficult phase of my life. I owed them an apology for my behaviour. Sometimes, i go over the line as i have no control on myself.
After passing our from my college, when my friends were all searching for jobs, i became close to my family members. i found my role model in my dad, who is mr cool. I became close to my broither and sister and i had found my second string in my kaka's family. I am till now close to them. their two daughers Riki and Miki showed me how a family lives. Kaka and khudi showed me how to enjoy life while spending time with family. After i joined job in kolkata, i found a new friend in one of my cousine.Her name is Rashmi. She had become one of my best friend. The most notable quality she has is she is so down to earth, innocent, simple just like a child. Sometimes, i wonder how god can give such a good heart and faith to people in this brutal world. She is spiritual but modern. very few words to descibe her. Somedays ago she told me a incident, which opened my eye towards the behaviour i was doing to all my friends. I also owe an apology to her also for the bad words i had done by mistake. But not but the least i want to thank you all to be being with me and helping in the most difficult times. The phrase has indeed become a part of me. Friends, till die i will be there, whenever you recall me. I may have missed some names but i rember each one of them who had influenced me some way. Freinds let's rock the world.

Silicon Valley with my friend

On the eve of new year, i went to SFO. I went to meet my friend gunjan to San Jose. It is less around one hor drive from SFO to San Jose. Though SFO has sky rocket buildings, i was surprised to see the uncleanness of the city. It was just like Kolkata, dirty, crowded and lots of option for transportation. But it is a hub for IT companies. You tend to see large group of Asian people , most of them are from India and China. We went to see the Golden bridge, though i loved it but i do not think it is the biggest. I think the Howrah bridge of Kolkata is larger and more crowded. But the natural beauty surrounding it was enjoyable. We ate in a Indian resturant which food was worse. Went to a bar to enjoy the music and girls. But as on the eve of Christmas no babes were there. We returned disappointed. San Jose is a great city, home of network giant Cisco. Yahoo, Google, Macafe etc are few giants to have base there. More than 70% population of that city is Indian. You have great Indian restaurants. We went to fisherman's base in SFO. It was really great sight. We did some shopping and watched dance of a group of young people, which was great. We could not make it ti the tour of Alcatraz, which we are disappointed. I enjoyed the trip as i was with Gunjan, my college friend. We talked a lot about our old days of college. We troubled our married friend Subhaish, whom we call Manikchand, the master Debaditya etc. We recalled our tuition days. Discussed about our family and our selves but last not the least some girls. I had some great snaps thanks to the Cameraman quality of gunju. I came to know about Pawan, Gunjan's roommate. I enjoyed watching his activities. I still rember the slope driving he tried to take but failed. We had to call people to take our car to down the slope. Well literally that gave us a sharp jolt and well i think we are going to crash. But we came emerged from that position and boy we love life more than previously. On the whole the trip was good. I loved the infrastructure of Gunjan's room. That was a new building with all facility and add to that Gunajn's music instruments. But i missed the aloo paratha of Gunjan and famous sambar of Bidyasagar, gunjan's roommate. May be given a chance, i will try to go to San Jose. Only one thing is that SFO needs to be cleaned regularly like other cities. Well they have built that city on the barren land, which is a great task. It is full of up and downs. Just like the body of Arnold. Well i will remember that city for Gunjan and his friends. It was like back in India.