It's Me........

The confused person who always asks god when in difficulty and forgets in happiness. Loves to share his world with all and expects the same. Become a friend at your own risk :)

Saturday, August 11, 2007

America makes me confused..

Since the day i landed US, i was wondering about my plan of action. What to do and etc. The more i think about it the more confused i become. Initially i did not like US because of the indifference of people's attitude. I feel bored. But gradually as i started making friends, i loved the place. Some parts of US, say west people are best. they behave rally well. You do not feel like an outsider. As always people of different origins have settled in US but they have made their own group. rarely you see Asians having American friends. very few have succeeded in that. The work culture here is good and people try to keep separate their family and office life, which i admire most. Unlike movies, people is US also give importance to their family and kid. All have equal opportunity, which is another striking factor. Most people go to gym and work out. they enjoy life with out worrying regarding future and savings, which is rare in Indian culture. Sometimes, i get frustrated when i see the difficulty in making friends with people who are born here. Sometimes, i love the cleanness and rules they follow. It excites me and sometimes memories of homeland makes me feel nostalgic. I could not decide whether to stay here for longer or go back and travel different countries. One thing is sure, may be it will take me more time, if i stop worry regarding my stay and enjoy the days as they went. The Namesake movie had given me another aspect of life. It is better to travel along the world and explore different cultures and places. See the beauty of all and being an IT industry is the bonus of that. Depending on clients, you can go to any place and i guess with out going to Australia and Europe, you have not seen what the world means. that's why i do not think settling in US is a good option but still people say that if you settle in US, you can go to Europe easily. But for some reason my heart does not want to settle here. It keeps thinking about India and contributing towards it in a big way. I am thinking og exploring all places in US as soon as possible and move other to some other country. because i am running out of time and once you have a family, people say you need to settle. But is it right? I just want to roam and do not commit and tie up in an relationship. May be i have to motivate who ever becomes my partner to be a free bird like amd and never ever think of settling any where. Just fly like a bird and enjoy the days of life. Till then Uncle Sam is calling me to roam its wonders.

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