Night brings the darkness inside me

Since i was child i always hated night. I do not know what happens to me in nights. May be i become deadly animal in night. When i was a kid, i used to wait eagerly for the day to come. May be i feel insecure in night. That brings the devil inside me. It had became a habit to think about all nonsense stuff and dirty tricks in night till i get a good sleep. Again woke up fresh for a new day to fight. I have been trying hard to go to sleep as soon as i hit bed. But they are of no use. I know one thing, if i can sleep peacefully may be the devil will go away. May be couple of times only in my life i was so tired, that i slept as soon as i hit bed. Else always i had to wait for half an hour and hour to get that snoring sleep. My cousin always tells me stories and what stuffs i need to do get a good sleep. I have never tried them. The problem is with my thinking and approach towards life i guess. It may take sometime to get away with that devil. May be i can try to avoid the afraid of darkness and try to make my nights more enjoyable to sleep. It has been a long time to have a good night sleep.Weekends are very boring nights and as i keep on watching movies to get a sleep which is of all vain. May be i missing those days in India, when i used to sleep like a dead man. But nothing to worry. As the sunrise will bring joy to the dark days of my life and make me a much happier person. As told by all whom i know that i always get more than what i wanted but never satisfied and striving for more and never ever stop laughing, it is time to enjoy the nights also. May be the time has come to enjoy the life. Hoping to get a good sleep today...........Have a good night friends.........................