It's Me........

The confused person who always asks god when in difficulty and forgets in happiness. Loves to share his world with all and expects the same. Become a friend at your own risk :)

Sunday, April 29, 2007

Oops Missed DJ event

What a chance did i missed. Yesterday there was a desi DJ in a night club. Oh boy!! i missed the chance to win and enjoy some good music and beautiful girls. Amit went for that and got the prize for his good dance by dancing with some hot gorls:). Lesson learnt for me. I am going to attend the next DJ function any way. I have never ventured to go to any disco or night club. Now i think i should try to visit and explore that world. May be i can learn how to shake my body and booty. Dancing as they say is a good exercise. Sometimes you meet good girls and what else is better way to start a relationship. Ususally peole are vunerable there and they succumb to the adreline rush. You see the unexplored side of human beings there. This is what makes the best separate from others. It does not mean that peole who do not go there are good or bad. It is about people who has daring to revolute aboout their customs and enjoy the life as it is short. I never tried to venture out as i am not a good dancer but if you can not shed this shyness you are never able to dance. Coomon perception is thast girls love singers and dancers.
So let's try out. First time i danced was in the annual function in CTS kolkata. That was due to Vishal and Panakaj, my roomies who pulled me to dance. I was laughing on my dance as i danced with crowd. I knew from the starting that my steps were horrible and Vishal danced well among us. That was a memorable day. The second time i danced was in Budha bhai's marriage. Finally i danced in Shibani's marriage function and that was for a longer time as i never ever danced in public. But i always wanted to dance some good steps. Gunjan another of our friend, who dances well. That's why also he was popular among girls. Above dance helps you to release the adreline rush and helps in bdy flexibility another form of good exercise. It helps you to get popular and make new frinds. So let's dance and shake the booty......................

What a sweet music old oriya movies had

Today after so many days had a chance to listen to oriya songs. The old movie songs. They used to be so melodious and soothing for heart. I guess during the evolutions of movie songs, something went wrong. Now a days no body of younger generation watches oriya movies. Only the non-sense albums in oriya are getting popular. Movies had lost the appeal and charisma for younger X-generation. But i had listened some of the old movie songs and movie and i think no body else now will be able to recreate the magic. Internet has enabled peole to listen and enjoy those immortal songs. May be sometime again another revolution will take place, which will bring something good for oriya music and movie. Till then keep on enjoying old movie songs at
http://www.purionline.com/entertainment/ . Enjoy the old memories and do not forget to scrap here about your feedbacks :)

Confusion

Sometimes i wonder at looking the blue sky
does they try to give mes ome message
why i could not enjoy life with out thinking of future
why i could not sleep thinking about her
is it wrong to fall in love with someone you do not know
is not it weird to keep thinking about her
each time i see a romantic movie
i think about her
she is a deep breathe from heart
a kind of fresh air
but why the hell i am so confused
when things like her never existed
Can not stop thinking about making money
cannot stop thinking about making progress in job
ca not stop thinking about day dreaming
May be that's the way i am
the confused person who lost his aim
well i hope someday i find what i want from life
may be i will enjoy the oprn sky and beauty of nature
till then i will sleep in my sleeping bed
thinking about her
she is what nody knows
she is called "future"
soon i will know where my desiny is
i will sleep like a dead log wood does
confusion will be erased one day
happiness and enjoyment will become my friend
till then let me enjoy my life
kissing good bye in my dreams...........

My tennis woes and Driving dilema

Recently thought of a new time pass. Play tennis. Started a week back but till now playing it like cricket. Trying hard to play it like tennis. Do not know the deadline. But it's good for health and body. Good exercise. This week has been a mixed one. Got some break thorugh and faced some issues. That's what keeps life challenging. First time, i have told myself to challenge my inner thoughts. Atleast i should able to play tennis in the court not always hitting the balls outside. Friday night, celebrated Amit's birthday in an Indian-Chinese resturant. Got a seat after an hour and were the last team to left the resturant. But the experience was good. Met some new people and new stories, new faces. Saturday took drving classes and boys does not it feel good. Life in US is hell, if you do not own a car. Seattle weather is also strange. Today the weather was at it's best. Went to saw Tara rum pum with a bit glitch. My friend, who rented car, did a mistake. He ran over the curves and the car was bit scratched. I know he could not enjoy the movie. It is an emotional movie. The crowd was more matured and all were couples. So could not enjoy the movie. Perhaps the timing of the show was wrong. Next time will go to see the movie around 9PM only. Rani and Saif were suprb in movie and thier costumes were good. SOngs were quite boring. Returned home after show and trying hard to sleep. I have to complete my driving training soon and should be able to pass the exam. Keeping that in mind, i am enjoying my life. Weekends are normal time to take break from office life and look at your self. Just trying that, so far. Hoping Sunday will be sunny again......

Aussies, The dominace power in Cricket

People hate Aussies in Cricket as they have dominated the cricketing world since last 12 years. What Steve Waugh started, Ricky ponting took it to a new level. That team has a lot of match winners. If you knock a wall, another one stnads up. It has some players, who know only one thing. Demolish the opposition do ot just defeat them. They have literally crushed everybody in this world cup. Glen Mcgrath, one of the most celebrated bolwer for his accuracy and length, bid adieu to one day cricket. This is a tribute to him from Australian camp i guess. Thye are really superb. May be once the new teams are ready to challenge them. That will be fun for cricket, till then Austrlian beer and kungaroo will run the cricket teritory..Hats off to Australian team..

Sunday, April 22, 2007

New Roomie and New hopes

Another friend is joining as a roomie called Sandeep. Today the weather is nice and warm. The perfect Seattle summer. The trees and beauty of nature is so real, you can not take your eyes of the beautiful nature. This is the best time to be in Seattle. The rainer mountain for tracking and washington lake for boating are added bonus. May be next week end i will travel to explore them. May be needs to learn Tennis soon. Weekends are going to be fun moving onwards. I do not know what ever the reason may be. But life has chnaged a bit since last two days. It has brought some of the unexpected good news. That's what life is. When you think life is stable, it gives you a surprise. I have not seen any good movies since last few days. I have decided to keep myself busy and engaged and should not be bothered by others. Let me learn to live once more and i am seeking a new life again. May be i will knock off couple of issues this week and may be life will be again fun and enjoyment. Looking forward for the Sunny Monday, which is a great start to the week. Enjoy life friends......

Weekend Masti

Again i am back with my weekend thoughts of knowledge. Well this weekend was quite boring since the weather played the reverse of prediction. I saw American Blend on friday and on saturday relaxed under cool roofs of my house. Sometime i think i have become stagnant after coming here. No challenges or have i stopped taking challenges, the answer i also do not know. Thursay night celebrated roomie's birthday and on friday morning rushed office at 6 for production move. Only issue is some stuff i am doing is stuck. Friday night i felt a lot alone so decided to sleep early. That worked. Moreover i am blessed with good friends and family members. I have got a cousin who eats my head everyday but when shes does not calls me, i feel i am missing someone. This explains only one thing human beings are social animal. You put them alone and they die. Life is si far has been a learnig experience but may be i am lacking the kick. Hope i will find it soon and will be busy to keep myself out of this world.

Sanjaya got out of American Idol but not a single day goes witout any news abut him. that 17 year has got his life time publicity in USA. Life will be never same for that guy. Same is for Indian cricket seniors, who have to play hard to prove themselves. As Abhishek said you hvae to keep faith on Cricket. Well for the time being i am not attched to cricket and who cares!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, April 14, 2007

Time pass Ghzal and my weekend thoughts

today i am so bored that i am listening to ghazals. another thing is that following the lease renewal has been a great headache. do not know when it will be renewed and i will get some peace.life in us has been a learning experience towars cool,lazy and comfort living. I have become more addicted to the facilities here and also to it's charm. May be i am in dreams. Sometimes i wonder, how will i adjust when i go back. But i know from my heart that i can be happy with my parents only. Since last few weeks unable to keep in touch with all family members for no reason. i have stopped going to gym since last few days. may be i am not enoying it. some other kind of play may kill sometime. also physical actvity has decreased here except walking 1o blocks each day for car pooling. office and clients are cool. pressure is ok and no offshore. no no late night outs. but still i am not happy, why, may be i do not know.
LAtely been seeing AMerican Idol to see what the fuzz about Sanjaya. I personally think that guy is shy but he even sings well. May be not like Melinda or Blake but definitely more than others. I personally like the singing qulaity of Melinda. Sanjay has been a fresh of breath air, what ever other say. A lot of negative campaign is against him. Well if you are going to be famous, people will crticise you. That is also good. MAy be the best player won in Idol.
Now it is time to go for a walk and enjoy the beauty of nature..keep watching guys..

Tendulkar, A legend tarnished

When i was a child, i was inspired b this little genius called ,Sachin Tendulkar. A fearless, little boy, who kept entertaining billions . They slept,cried and laughed with his most memorable innings. But lately the tale of legend is fading. He has lost most of his enigma nad charm due to injusry. The most loss in his charm is fter the Chappel cooments. People who always supported the genius is thinking again. IS the master too relaxed to take new challenges/ IS he selfish. there may be thousand questions and arguments to prove or diapprove these points. But the bottom line is he will never recapture the attention and affection he used to have once. The only way Sachin should retire is palying some memorable innings against the great teams and that only will shut his crtics. When it will happen or not i have no answer. But i wish the the master will rise from ashes and will play some innings which people will cherish for life. Dravid the wall is a player who plays for country unlike sachin who playes for people or may be for himself as most say. there is no point in comparing both but personally i am incling to like dravid for his innocence and simple life style. Anyway a good storing Indian team is good for cricket else it will be over run by Autralians. Only stopaage for them is India. SO India go ahead and grab the world. Time being it seems distant dream.

At last won a prize at CTS

Yesterday, while browsing my company mails, i opened my mail box. Curiously was checking the name of winners of a competetion. As usual i di not expect my anme to be there. But you do not know about life. It always has been full of surprises. When i suddenly found my name, i can not belive in my eyes. After three years, i got some prize in CTS. The prize or competency does not matter. It bought some satisfaction to my heart. I know time is running and i have stlll some dreams to fill. The life at cognizant have been a great journey. Whenever, i feel bored, i have been given exciting optons to move forward. that's the essesnce of life. Anyway looking for more surprises and chnallenges inlife..life is an never eding journey to keep my self moving...

Sunny Weather in Seattle brings some thoughts

The best place in US in summer, it seems is Seattle. After a long time , first time the weather is going to be sunny in weekends. But i am some what confused with the weather. One thins sure wha ever the prediction about rain, channle gives, it always turned out to be false. Lately i am enjoying my loneliness again. Today was hanuman jayanti. So what else other than posting some thoughts on this auspicious day. Last week, i visited the Tulpi festival. I took some snaps. You can find them in my alubum in orkut profile. The garden of tulip is just like garden shown in bollywood movies. The beauty of that inspire you to think about nature and it's beauties. God, the flowers color are pleasure to eyes. I am feeling lonely may be bacause i am unable to keep myself busy in work. Though i have some issue with my work may be i am not getting any kick as i have become lazy. May be i need to come out from my shell. Another thing is that after India's exit from world cup, cricket seems a little un interesting. Second is that may be i am unable to make great friends in Seattle. Have not able to make any American friends. Seems quite confusing. Of the late i am enjoying the song "Jaage hein" of orkut. It gives me some inspiration for life. Any way life is mving a bit slowly , may be towards bright future.....